There has been so much uncertainty.
Instability. Lack of balance-
But it repeats what you said.
Believing the words whole heartedly.
Like I wear a ghost of you in everything
I do and there is no escape.
One that I have been looking to surrender
To in proclaiming true love.
Lessons that left scars and traces of a future
That is hard to see without you
And I wonder all the time, with all the odds against
Me, if missing you will stop hurting.
If you ever think that I was the one for you too,
In chasing sunsets and happy-ever-afters?
Like I was some kind of princess and he would save me
In a way that even turned gray clouds happy.