Unfinished Business

I wanted it bigger and better.

I wanted him to beg though-

I wanted him forever.

I was losing sleep though.

It had me saying hail Mary

Cause he was haunting my shadow. 

It wasn’t a love that I wanted to rush. 

I wanted to let it saturate. 

I wanted him to remember me 

Even when apart 

And if my own heart wasn’t betraying me. 

If he could fall in love- if it was meant to be- 

He would find me. 

He could chase me like he was a soulmate. 

So I tricked him. I wanted him to recollect 

Breathing life back into me. 

Left like we had unfinished business from a past life. 

I wanted him not to be able to let me go.

We were playing mind games. 

The darkness started to take over. 

His presence that was turning up 

The balance I was hanging onto.

I started tip toeing. I knew it was off. 

Off balance. Holding onto the edge-

I wanted to see- eyes wide open-

Only to find I didn’t like what I saw. 

Published by Ms. Selective

Traveling Gypse with a Heartfelt Spirit.

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