Adrenaline from hyper awareness-
The red flags waving;
Signs so clear you could draw maps.
Details of Cartography-
Accurately leading down lost roads.
Knowing the lines- repeatedly
Until it starts to feel like déjà vu
From the last nightmare
And acting like she would stick around.
Just more bullshit with dried out tears
From the last heartbreak.
Death tainted so many beliefs
About happy ever after.