All Temptations

It was madness. The push and pull. Lies creeping with deceit- carefully tip toeing.  Maybe never saying the words,  But never clarifying questions asked or assumptions made.  Never caring. Half mindedly present with a plan- Though undefined. Rather a map with roads all leading down roads.  Red flags and making excuses for the joy; theContinue reading “All Temptations”

Overthinking

Unexpected transitions disrupted reality As the connection was bright but the details blurry- Unkempt and unorganized.  Always so neat with everything in place. A purpose.  Goals and definitions that should make clear-  Like crystal- only dirty and unsure  Of what could shine and sparkle  In the right lighting and timing  Aligned perfectly within the sunlight. Continue reading “Overthinking”

Fading Writings

She wondered if he ever thought about her.  Letting go seemed easier; staying wasn’t even real.  Wanting to call him her baby; daydreaming he was hers. Wondering if he ever thought about that little black and white dress.  Ever wanted to call her baby; call her his wifey.  Time and distance made it hard; lifeContinue reading “Fading Writings”