It was madness. The push and pull. Lies creeping with deceit- carefully tip toeing. Maybe never saying the words, But never clarifying questions asked or assumptions made. Never caring. Half mindedly present with a plan- Though undefined. Rather a map with roads all leading down roads. Red flags and making excuses for the joy; theContinue reading “All Temptations”
Heading towards willow creek- Its like there was an angel on my right side And a saint helping translate the meaning Of forever and love and art. Yet isn’t that what happens When we are never satisfied- The fantasy of something better. Like he ends up in your dreams- In everyday routines in reflections andContinue reading “Love and Art”
So I kept it to myself Because I know if I utter those Words; If I say it out loud Everything will change Silence. Running off with sunsets The ones that no one appreciates Trying to remember the colors Beautiful distractions that I could Fall hopelessly in love with.
Unexpected transitions disrupted reality As the connection was bright but the details blurry- Unkempt and unorganized. Always so neat with everything in place. A purpose. Goals and definitions that should make clear- Like crystal- only dirty and unsure Of what could shine and sparkle In the right lighting and timing Aligned perfectly within the sunlight. Continue reading “Overthinking”
She wondered if he ever thought about her. Letting go seemed easier; staying wasn’t even real. Wanting to call him her baby; daydreaming he was hers. Wondering if he ever thought about that little black and white dress. Ever wanted to call her baby; call her his wifey. Time and distance made it hard; lifeContinue reading “Fading Writings”